VICTORY!!! (in a very pathetic way...)

[ateolf]

i finally beat what has been dubbed as death minesweeper, or something like that...which is pretty much the custom level of minesweeper set as large as it will go w/ about 1/4 of the board being mines...it had been a source of much frustration as of late as it's so luck-dependent...and large...oh well...i think i'm done w/ minesweeper for a while...i was for several years until a month ago or so...now that i've beaten that death level though i think i'm once again finished and away from the addiction (again)...this worries me because durring the past few days i had quit several times but kept going back to it 'cuz i didn't have anything else at all to do...(god i'm fucking pathetic...) well i guess there's been other stuff i could do but i suck...obviously...but now that i've beaten it i doubt i'll go back...maybe i'll be forced to do something productive actually...i can hope...or something...god i'm fucking pathetic...i don't even want to close the window out of fear that i might ummm...i don't even know...sad sad sad...