ateolf | still placeless

my second day of being on the phones...it's going pretty alright...i'm starting to get the hang of it pretty well and all...while there, i finished reading Nick Cave: The Birthday Party & Other Epic Adventures by Robert Brokenmouth...woo...

a few weeks ago i placed an order with Cherry Red for two dvds...like, a week later i got an email saying my order had been shipped...then the other day, which was like at least 2 weeks later, i got an email saying my credit card was declined...now, i prob'ly used the newer credit card...last month i made a payment on it and it didn't go through but i've since paid and it's been reactivated and all that...but my concern is why the fuck does it take them so fucking long to get back to me with this!? it was a huge delay even after they told me my fucking order had shipped! i mean...fuckin' bastards...if i didn't want those Fall and Birthday Party dvds so bad i'd be uh, kicking some ass...or whining a lot more anyway...wait...i'd prob'ly be whining less...well fuck it...

after work i got a call from Keith...we're not getting the house on Beard Place as we had been led to beleive...someone put a deposit on it underneath us (that's the second time we've had that fuckin' problem) fuckin' bastards...but then, Keith doesn't exactly tell me this at first...he says "blah blah blah bad news"...upon hearing that i immediately think of what the news actually is so i say i think i know what it is...then he says yea...and after a pause says that Josh is dead...i say something about him not being serious...then he's like yea he was in a car wreck last night and died...and went on for a minute or so before being all okay that's not what happened...but now what happened will seem less bad...blah blah blah...fucking dickhead...i hope Keith dies in a car wreck tonight...

i was delayed making it home after work...i was going down the long, narrow, twisting road that runs through Shelby Farms and there was a wreck or something at the end of it...traffic was backed up...prob'ly a mile or so...so i sat there a little while not moving 'til i could turn around and went way out of the way around Shelby Farms...blah blah blah...not much else to say so i guess i'm done...