"With You without Me"

Why don't you just rape me
It'd save me the trouble
I don't want you anyway
And at least I could keep my self-respect

Give me your hand
You've already my soul
And we'll break these things together
We'll break everything apart together

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[chorus]
This is what you want
Though it's not what I want
But it's what I need
And I hate myself for that
Just like I hate you for everything else
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All I have is now yours
And that's my revenge
You have my love and my self-esteem
I turn it against myself against you

Please ignore my needs
Just like I've done
Your smile is what keeps me going
Down this path to hell just not fast enough

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Why don't you realize that love is misery
Why can't you see what we've both become
I'd rather die than live this way
And in your arms I already have

I can still taste your lips
As I'm gagging myself
I can still feel your warm caress
And I wish I could tear my skin off

yes...i SHOULD be programming right now...and i was just getting started and these lyrics started coming in my head...so i started writing them...then i wrote them...then i decided to post them here...maybe i'll get to my assignment now...