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add the Subject of this entry to the end of the Subject of the last entry, por favor...(it has nothing to do w/ this post, i just felt my last post needed that addition...) lessee...i actually started writing my novel (again) last night...happy about that...and i'm sure it sucks considerably less than the first time i attempted writing it...though i'm sure the paragraph and a half i have so far are in dire need of some revisioning...i talked to Chelsea online for the first time in a good while, as she hasn't been online for a good while...she is a rocker, or something...ummm...my aunt, her grandaughter (my cousin), and some woman of whom i have no idea is, although i'm pretty sure she's related to me in some manner, left today...they arrived here yesterday morning a little before i left for work...i mentioned a bit of this yesterday...ummm...i thought there might be more but i guess there ain't...so i guess i'll cease this madness...

VICTORY!!! (in a very pathetic way...)

i finally beat what has been dubbed as death minesweeper, or something like that...which is pretty much the custom level of minesweeper set as large as it will go w/ about 1/4 of the board being mines...it had been a source of much frustration as of late as it's so luck-dependent...and large...oh well...i think i'm done w/ minesweeper for a while...i was for several years until a month ago or so...now that i've beaten that death level though i think i'm once again finished and away from the addiction (again)...this worries me because durring the past few days i had quit several times but kept going back to it 'cuz i didn't have anything else at all to do...(god i'm fucking pathetic...) well i guess there's been other stuff i could do but i suck...obviously...but now that i've beaten it i doubt i'll go back...maybe i'll be forced to do something productive actually...i can hope...or something...god i'm fucking pathetic...i don't even want to close the window out of fear that i might ummm...i don't even know...sad sad sad...