Socializing

[ateolf]

I worked on music just a little bit last night. I recorded bass/snare drums on the modular for the "Flashdance" cover. I should have known better, but I initially recorded the Prophet directly into my computer using the clock in Reaper. Well, I did the drums separately and using Pam's for a clock. Surprise, surprise but the bpms on each don't match up so my drums were actually at a different tempo than the rest of it. But I was able to salvage it by stretching the files until they matches (it was just a little bit tedious). Today was the second day of brp. Again, just the half day. And that was fine. Then in the afternoon there was a post-brp "rave" at the bar across the street. I never go to those things but I decided I would this time for some reason. Then I remembered why I don't 'cuz I'm usually just sitting around very awkwardly. Eventually more people came and it was a little less awkward since I was able to talk to, uh, the people I always talk to anyway. Now I'm home and there you have it.

Comments

[ifjuly]

i love you. you're never awkward to me, and i don't think you are in settings you have enthusiasm for either. but, that's just my two cents. (also, it's ok to be awkward. the more i think about it the more i liked that part of eighth grade, that ending dinner date thing of it. it reminded me of this old AskMe question about talking about desire/fantasies with your partner as an insecure 20something woman, and someone was like "do it, and it's ok if you sound weird. it's ok if you sound awkward." yeah.)

[ifjuly]

or rather, "it doesn't matter if you sound awkward. it doesn't (!)"