ateolf | just some stupid crap...

blah...i don't know why i'm posting, i guess 'cuz it's another means to fulfill my unavoidable procrastination...i don't have any *homework* i should be doing right now, but i should be getting started on my big presentation for my algorithms class...i'm not even sure which direction i wanna take it yet...i'm still not too familiar w/ the matrix multiplication algorithms i'll be discussing...blah...i'm feeling really pathetic like i should be going out tonight, even though i shouldn't...i hate these cyclical waves of loneliness...i dunno...i guess emotions being so trigonometric is better than them being exponential or something...but of course that wouldn't make too much sense anyways...well, i'll cease this lame attempt at describing my emotions in terms of mathematics and attempt to figure out what i'm going to talk about for my presentation...focus on equations that are possible to comprehend, instead of the shit that's going on in this very space that i'm occupying on levels that i can't even be transferred w/ any sort of physical stimulus in the slightest...even if it were possible i doubt the likeliness that i'd be able to comprehend any of it in the slightest...bah...i'll shut up about this crap now...

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