angst, angst, angst...

[ateolf]

even though because of it no girl will ever talk to me, i'm pretty glad that i'm not a fucking asshole who's full of shit...

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Re: hey angel, i'm sorry

[ateolf.livejournal.com]

yes, i am in part an asshole, but there's also another big part coexisting in me that is very much not an asshole...each being reserved for the appropriate situation...for instance, in this artifical reality that we like to call the internet, i'm an asshole far more often because it doesn't matter because it's all fake anyways...but that aside, my point was that i'm not an asshole-who's-full-of-shit...main emphasis being on the "full of shit" part...which is one thing i'm not...actually, one of my major flaws (among many many others) is that i'm too honest...it's too much of an effort for me to lie...and when i try it's obvious and horribly executed...i'm also incapable of talking to random ppl about pointless crap that i don't care about and pretend like i do, which just happens to be the #1 preferred way (for both sexes) of procuring a date...as well as maintaining any relationship/marriage that might develop along the way...