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so i was expecting extra pain today, but it was actually the least painful and most manageable day this week so far! i'm still sore in the mouth, but it's not that bad...i've definitely stopped numbing it...i think maybe aside from its possible making my mouth worse, just the fact that my mouth was numb as soon as it wears off and the pain returns and i'm not used to the pain it's really bad...but just letting it hurt and getting used to it it's not so bad...anyway...i wouldn't think i could eat yet, but at least i'm not feeling too bad overall...also, yesterday i forgot to mention the new shirt i got...it was for that story that got "zapped" (the same story that got accepted elsewhere almost the same time...) and with the bad grammar in the "magazine"'s logo...