fucking mouth...

i think i have an infection inside my mouth...like it's been cut and infected and i've been in a bit of pain for the last couple days...even soup hurts my mouth...i dunno...anyway, saturday i went pawn shopping with Dustin...i hadn't had much sleep...at one place i saw a pretty sweet mixing board for only $100...16 track...it's just beautiful...didn't test it out yet...thought i'd research it and come back next week...i don't know if i have any use for such a thing but it's so cheap and pretty...considering it...at thrift town i got a couple books: Solid State Pluse Circuits and Basic Programming Concepts and the IBM 1620 Computer...as that day went on my mouth was getting worse...it started with burning my tongue last night...pretty bad...i got some of that numbening crap friday night...i think while my mouth was numb i bit the fuck out of my cheek and that's where this infection kicked in...and seems to have spread so that on the side where the cut is my jaw and throat are hurting too...i don't know...sunday was pretty bad...i passed out pretty early...and i didn't do ANYTHING all day...hung out in bed just sitting around most of it...work was not fun today...i was stuffing bits of paper towel in my cheek because as it's swollen it's pretty much impossible not to bite it incessantly, so that was to keep it out of my teeth's way...pretty lame speaking on phone calls and shit...i went by walgreens afterwards...they said there's no oral antibiotics etc etc, i should set up an appointment with my provider etc etc, it could be dangerous etc etc...it's a fucking hassle...at first i thought i should see a doctor but now i think maybe a dentist...well, i got some mail: Sugar Street: the Cairo Trilogy III by Naguib Mahfouz, The Sportswriter by Richard Ford, and Polvo: This Eclipse...anyway...