"you ask for love, but there's no hope"

stayed up far too late last night wasting time, sitting right here...i managed to crawl out of bed though...i took a little "luxury" in waiting to wake up though...so when i did i was in a rush to get to class and skipped showering and everything...then, halfway to school, i realized that class starts at 9:40, not 9:20 as i was thinking it did for some reason...so i was filthy and super-early...but i had no trouble at all finding a sweet parking space...and it did afford me the opportunity to get some more reading done before class...back home for a short nap and then to my second class...afterwards i went up to The North End to get my paycheck...oh, they don't have my paycheck...i never filled out the necessary paperwork because it was never given to me...because they were out of the forms and crap when i was hired because Jake is an incompetent moron...so i filled the stuff out and Howdy said my check would be ready either tonight or tomorrow around noon...back home for some more sleep, Simpsons, and back to school...(where i was again had the class time wrong...though this time i was late instead of early and i was only off by 10 min...) afterwards i called The North End and asked if my check was ready..."my name is Robert [insertlastnamehere]" "what'd you say your last name was" "[insertlastnamehere]" "yea we have your check" sweet, i thought to myself...so i went up there and what's this? they DON'T have my check...she mistook it for another Robert (even though i specifically gave her my last name TWICE...the second time after SHE asked me to repeat it...you think that would mean she was asking because she was actually listening and paying attention and even specifically searching for that last name...) but i sat around w/ Brad (who was working), Shade, and Chris...i had talked to Keith and he met me up there and we went outside and talked some...i won't say anything about that because i don't even know myself...but that's that for whatever it's worth in and of itself...oh yea, there was something else i had intended to mention regarding my paycheck...it would've been SUPER-nice to have gotten it as i believe i've just overdrawn my account...when i was buying stuff i forgot to take into account the $58 speeding ticket for some ungodly reason...so i think i may have overdrawn twice, from Best Buy and New Hunan...maybe the court thing will take longer to go through (but tomorrow will have been a week...ugh...) maybe the others will take a really really long time to process...especially when i bought my books...bah...it'd BETTER fucking be there tomorrow...at least i do work at Camy's tomorrow night, even if just a rush...at the very least i should have like $20 to shove into my account and cross my fingers...and tomorrow i need to pay my OTHER speeding ticket...ugh...i guess i'll write a check and hope to fucking god money will be in my account w/in the next few days...