pointless stuff...

today's my dad's birthday...must clean room soon, but i thought i'd get my internet chores over w/ first (this, alt.music.sonic-youth, pathetically small amounts of email ) at least one of the top 5 most brilliant songs ever recorded is soothing me now (if not THE most brilliant...) i really don't know how i'm feeling right now just kind've there...i went to take Jacques to the bank to cash his paycheck and David came along too...we went to Lastchance (best record store in Memphis) and i sold my Sonics cd (not Sonic Youth, The Sonics) and i bought The Satyrs' (a good local group, in my opinion) cd...i also tried to sell my Electronic cd but they wouldn't buy it 'cuz its a little scratched...we then went to Shangri-La...i tried to sell it there too...wan't going to get anything until i found out what Jacques was getting...aside from a Wedding Present cd he was buying, at the register i realized he was getting Glenn Branca's Songs '77-'79 cd...i got a little pissed off and was like ahh! 'cuz its something that i've been looking for for a long time...i threw a little bitch fit about it...like, "eh! i've got 4 of Branca's symphonies, each of which i tracked down to get...you only have one which you just happened to get 'cuz you just ran across it used once..." that was actually a bit more than what i actually said but still...and there was a little argument right up in front of the register so i'm sure i looked like a big dick...oh well...i feel really bad, acting like an asshole and all...i hate being a whiney little bitch...and that's a really shitty way to get stuff...(he ended up letting me have the cd...at that point i started to protest, "no, i don't wanna be an asshole" but i guess i was one anyways...) (my lord this song is so amazing...) oh well...i had to go back home afterwards, they went to India Palace (which i would like but i can't afford right now...) besides, it's my dad's birthday so i need to be here...as well as my needing to clean my room...which i guess i'll get to soon...but i think i might linger a little while enjoying this sonic bliss...or something...blah blah blah blah blah blah blah..why i did that, i dunno...i guess 'cuz i'm just feeling blah or something...or something...or something...it seems like i might've had something else deep and insightful to say...haha...but i guess i don't...end transmission.

footnote to previous message...

i forgot that this is html...inside some parenthesis i mentioned another side-note, not wanting to use more parenthesis i decided to use the pointy brackets, only to have my pointless side note describing what my "pathetically small amount of email" consisted of swallowed up by the html...i'll repost it, no matter how pointless it is, using braces for the effect it should've had in the last message: [2 messages of junk mail]...thank you, goodnight...or something...this post was more for my sudden thoughts that didn't go anywhere on html more than for what was actually missing from the message...
p.s.
i made a mistake here, too...yet i went back and re-edited it (this is part of the re-edit), yet this whole message is an "edit" to the last one...yet this one's edited and the last one's not...irony? stupidity? not of anything worth caring about? you decide...

The Rest of the Day

not much...ate dinner w/ the family...chinese...'twas good...earlier had my dad pressure me (again) to hurry up and finish school...one of my dogs is now attacking me for attention...thinking back on the morning/noon's events resulted this: i wonder how long i'll have to wait 'til i can ever set foot in Shangri-La again...i'm quite embarassed, as i made a total arse of myself...oh well...but i thought at least there weren't any chicks around...unless of course there just happened to be an uber-Branca fan there and she was actually impressed w/ my base-level tactics for getting a Branca cd...like, "wow! that guy must be a huge fan! he's willing to go out in public and whine like a little girl for a Branca cd! that's amazing!" yea, i suck...oh, there is actual, visual improvement in my room...that's good...cleaning up, my mom and i went through some of the old photos that somehow managed to get sprawled across the floor (this room isn't just mine, it was formerly a game room of sorts, and still is to a lesser degree...of sorts...) i was pretty cool when i was a baby...and there were some very raddd photos taken somewhere in the Pacific when my dad was in the marines...they'd make good album art some day...(yes, that is all i think about...) i must be going to bed soon, for i have the good ol' work in the morning...i wish i could be making rock happen right now...oh well, soon i'll be able to unleash the rock again...(yes, i managed to say "unleash the rock" in an entry w/ the Subject taken from a Bedhead song title...i'm patting myself on the back...or something...) fin.