school blues

[ateolf]

Mission Tonight: do this last problem set for models of comp and hopefully even be able to do the last hw for real analysis...i haven't done a fucking hw in there in forever...i'm running a pretty high risk for failure in there...i just saw when my presentation for models of comp is due...fucking thursday...we were supposed to have been working on it all semester...i haven't started yet...i guess it's not TOO bad that i have to give the presentation thursday since our corresponding papers are due thursday anyway...but still...i could at least have more time to prepare or whatever...i hope i can pull this off...i mean, i NEED fucking c in this class as it's already my second time to take it...i just want this fucking semester to be over with...and i think i have a plan for the rest of my career at school: i think i'm going to drop the math major and just get a minor...w/ what i've taken i very well might be able to take those math electives and get 'em put in w/ my comp sci electives (as they're all math classes anyway...) so if i do that i very well might be ready to graduate...there might be an issue w/ my [insertbranchofarts]-appreciation gen ed classes...but i can prob'ly get 'em to count all those music/band classes i've taken for at least ONE of those...so if all goes as i'm hoping, at the very most i'll just have to go back one more semester to take just Film Appreciation or whatever it's called...but as it stands, I CANNOT STAND TO BE GOING TO SCHOOL ANY LONGER!!! i'm about to wrap up my fucking sixth year of college, i can't take any more...i've done shit for homework all this fucking semester, even less than i normally pull off which is pretty bad...i just can't take it...i'm sick of it and i don't want to be in school any longer...let's hope i don't screw up anything essential too badly this semester...there's also the issue of my dad refusing to pay any more, but i really just can't take it...i'm burned out several times over...

last night there was shindig down at Brad/Shade's...and incident occurred w/ a bratwurst between Brad and me...all were appalled, it was pretty cool (i.e. wacky)...it's not hard to figure out, i mean, just the usual juvenile, homoerotic humor but w/ an edible prop...after work tonight i took a brief swing by Jacques' as our Skinny Puppy cds had arrived (Puppy Gristle)...the new limited edition (mine's #787/1000) release of a 40 min or so jam from Last Rights era...it should be ballstomptacular...

Comments

[dearmelynn.livejournal.com]

I am SSOOOOOOOO with you!! This semester would wrap up my fourth year and I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY IF I DO NOT FINISH SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!!!!! That's why I'm taking 18 hours in the summer and 18 in the fall. BECAUSE SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

[ateolf.livejournal.com]

i couldn't take 18 hrs in one semester...i mean, it's not the BEING in school that i hate, it's the having to do stuff...and all those classes are just too much shit to do...i can't even handle what little i'm taking now...