socially awkward = socially BETTER! (according to me anyways...)

[ateolf]

i rounded up Paul and we went over to the party...we mostly just stood around in our own little world or whatever occasionally talking to other ppl...but not much...we talked to Keith for a little bit at one point...and after Brad finally showed up, a little while later we talked to him some...and i decided that i'm one of the coolest ppl ever...it just rules going to parties and not drinking and having the frattish "let's get some bitches here!" dudes all thinking there's something wrong w/ you 'cuz you don't like beer (and drinking in general)...as well as standing off in a separated corner w/ the one person you came there w/...and having girls ignore you and not caring 'cuz you realize they're all stupid anyway...(i didn't just say all girls are stupid...just the ones there, and most of the ones i ever meet...just like most of the guys i meet are idiots...the whole thing of most ppl being stupid and not worth talking to anyway, so being socially retarded and incapable of conversing w/ ppl isn't such a loss at all...) but yea...i rule...and there was a insane amount of testosterone pumping about the place...it was near-disgusting actually...i'm also cool for the sickeningly low levels of testosterone that i have...i don't drink, i hate sports, i don't care an awful lot about FUCKING! (yeow...) it's pretty sad how, for most guys, fucking is the bottom line of everything...and w/ no regard to whom...looking at most of the stupid bitches out there, i wouldn't enjoy being anywhere near them at all, much less putting my dick in them...but i digress...i guess i've done enough blathering about how "cool" i am...Paul and i left at about 2 or so...then i went home after not too long...and work this morning...and then i guess Futurama (hopefully they're showing it this week) and The Simpsons...and i might kick it w/ Paul and Brad...we'll see what's goin' on, yo...