yes, i'm posting too frequently right now, but i've gotta keep awake somehow...

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my plan: i'll wear a big sign around my neck saying "I'm the guy that got attacked by Kim Gordon" or something to that effect...then maybe girls'll notice me and talk to me...just like all my other "schemes" (read: "(lame) attempts at dressing "cool" in hopes that girls will talk to me and think i'm cool and stuff..." which, coincidentally, is all the time...) maybe i should be the one to take the initiative and actually talk to girls...(hahahaha!!! oh dear lord, i am such a loser...) although there was a chick that i would've talked to after the SYR show if i had found her...supposedly there was this chick wearing a Devo shirt and i was gonna say "cool shirt" or something...oh well...next time i see a chick in a Devo shirt, i guess...(or any cool shirt, as it's the only means of which i'm able to conceive of a way to instigate conversation w/ them scary, scary girls...anything music-related anyhow...) maybe i'll haveta wait 'til i've actually been up on stage stompin' some ballz for chicks to actually talk to me...hopefully i'll be able to find out soon...and just so's you know, all this self-bashing isn't related to my previous sadness...my mood has again swung and i'm back to my normal, light-hearted self-bashing...i'm just tired and so so so bored...as i'm sure you are, since you have just read all of this...