ateolf | mostly a rant about parking...pretty fucking dull...

sometime last night, in the midst of being unable to fall asleep, i wrote some lyrics and a pretty near-complete guitar part to boot...i prob'ly won't post them here but i think it suffices to say that it's called "Out of the Band"...today was THE most miserable parking experience i have had in all my years at this school...i was just barely behind, arriving at the parking lot like no more than 5 min after the class started, BUT i ended up driving around for almost 30 fucking minutes before i even managed to find a place to illegally park...hopefully the insanity will die down once it stops being the first days of class and ppl drop or pick up their non-attendance habbits...but jesus! in the past, even at its worst, i could at least default and find a really shitty space way the fuck in the back, but today even these were filled to brim and overflowing...EVERY space was filled and the lot was swarmed w/ cars like mine, driving around looking for an opening...it was hell...i guess in the future i'd better be more punctual to catch the wave of 8am class ppl going back to their cars...as well as beating some of my fellow 9:40am bastards...also, at one point some guy in a suv almost hit me, darting across the lane from one side to the other to get a fucking space...he just fucking floored across w/out looking...i should have gotten the space...motherfucker...i gave him the finger...unfortunately not in the anus...after that i went by Camy's...she was there but busy and in mega-bitch mode...i was waiting around patiently for her to finish what she was doing but she snapped at me and told me to page her to set up an appointment...(i DID do that yesterday, and left a message at the store the day before...neither of which were returned...) i guess i'll just have to try again...ugh...my next class is in less than an hour...and i need to leave in like 15 min...bollocks...i think it's intro to security...it doesn't matter which, that and networks should both prove to be utterly boring...also, i think i've come to the realization that all that's happened lately doesn't matter...i was never needed anyway...just an incidental presence...i'm sure it won't even be too long 'til i'm forgotten...i think i was designed for obscurity anyway...it seems best suited to my personality...i guess i'll just have to adapt...