"more than ever, it seems true to say..."

once again, i procrastinated starting my a.i. hw last night...but i got to it not too too late...then i procrastinated some more and finally got to my security hw...and got to bed way too late...then i fucking overslept and missed a.i....fucking shit...i ended up waking up to someone calling me, as usual, a wrong number...only 20 min before it would have been just-in-time for my security class...i get to that class to the great surprise of the auditorium room the class is in (which usually isn't even half full for the class...) was packed...almost all of the cs faculty was there...the guest speakers we were having in class turned out to be a seminar type of thing...it ran a little longer than class usually runs...i stuck around for the whole thing...then at the end though i'd turn in my hw, but he said to turn it in thursday...doh! i'd like to think i'd still have overslept even if i didn't stay up longer to do that hw...(i prob'ly wouldn't've gotten to sleep anyway...) after that i got a form for my election sequence and i tried to meet w/ my advisor, but he said it was a bad time so i'm going back in the morning...oh, before i went to class, i reserved myself to take the senior test november 20th...i went by my a.i. professor's office and turned in my hw...then back out to germantown where i did my civic duty or whatever and voted...at least somewhat...i voted for the lottery...and being the social/political savage that i am, i've been completely unaware of any of the senatorial/etc candidates so i didn't vote for anything else...then to the post office where i got a money order for the volume pedal and sent it off...then some sleep...then watched The Simpsons...then to my third class...then back home...i actually got to bed at a decent hour...11:30...but not too long ago i found myself awake again, unable to get back to sleep...goddamnit...i really fucking need to be asleep...hopefully it can happen soon...

oy vey

the insomnia persisted last night...it was pretty fucking bad...i didn't get to sleep 'til daylight started creeping in...though at one point i dug up the old Family Ghost tapes and listened to a few bits...our Suicide covers are the best thing ever...i didn't get up as early as i had planned, but i did get up relatively early and went up to the school...my advisor said he'd be there at 11...my plan was actually to get there 10ish to take care of some other stuff too...i didn't actually get there 'til about 1pm...he wasn't there...(actually i saw him in the teacher's lounge as i walked by, but he was w/ a group of other ppl and i know he sure as hell would not have been responsive to my bothering him...) i went over to the student aid place and (finally) inquired about my loan and such...they handed me some papers i have to fill out for verification and turn back in along w/ my tax forms...sure it's pathetic how long it's taken me to get around to it, but at least i'm getting around to it now...tried to find my advisor again, but to no avail...before my class, i started writing on this novel thing...there's some contest from some site to write a novel in a month...the word length required is relatively short, but still a lot to write in a stinkin' month...starting this late and w/ school and all i prob'ly won't get it finished, but ummm...i've started in any case...then my stupid class...the test (which i missed like the idiot i am) was handed back...she let the class take it in groups too...jesus fucking christ that would have been so easy...bah...to top it off, once it was handed back she let us go...well, at least i had to go up to the school anyway...heading back to my car, i did bump into Paul...and on the way home i stopped by the gas station w/ the bombass sushi...mainly to get some sushi, but while there i was getting some gas too...at the pump in front of me was this really really really really cute indie-ish looking girl...but i was a little put off by the fact that she had an "abortion: the hidden holocaust" sticker on her car...she also had a Weezer sticker as well as some others that i guess were bands i'd never heard of (crappy emo, i assume...) she's prob'ly all jemo (a term i made up for christian emo...) bah...well, i bet she'd have an abortion if i raped her...hoo-ah! why was i never on Def Comedy Jam? i bought some sushi but no no beverage because i knew we had coke at home...then i get home and the coke's all gone! bastards...so i had to go back in my car and go to the nearest gas station to get some...but they didn't have vanilla coke...i settled for cherry...the sushi was quite excellent...

more about my boring life that you don't care to hear(/see)...

jesus christ it fucking took forever to connect to the shitty university server...i worked tonight...i have a boring little story about one of my first runs, loaded w/ wacky irony! so i go to 99 N Main St. to take this order...and i call security on the call box but they don't answer so i call the person i'm delivering to on my cell they say they'll meet me downstairs but shortly after that i got let in the building and i called her back...so then i get up to apartment 1606 and when no one answers my knock i look at the ticket and see that it's actually 109 N Main St. i'm supposed to be at...a big "DOH!"...so i go to the next building over (this being the right building) and get to the door, and guess what? the security guard's not there to answer...and i couldn't really call the person up again and say AGAIN that i'm outside unable to get through to the security guard...as i'm supposedly already in the damn building...but luckily i saw someone coming into the lobby...but who could it be? oh! it's a lady guiding an elderly lady w/ a walker over to the couch...very slowly, as elderly women w/ walkers tend to be...finally after she's (the not-so-old one) standing around i get her attention and get her to open the door for me...thrilling...there was this new guy closing tonight...and i'm all ready to leave w/ my sidework done (after i had been off the road for a while doing it...) but this guy's been gone over a damn hour (no exaggeration) going downtown...and the orders had gotten backed up even though they shouldn't've been, so i had to go back out and do one last run...(he came back as i was going out the door, actually...though he prob'ly wouldn't've been able to handle the run i was doing anyway...) blah blah blah...friday, i'll be training my first person ever...a new driver, of course...her name is Kori...(w/ an 'i' how cuuuuuute...) i wonder if she's a cute indie chick.........that's odd...i shouldn't be able to hear you laughing...WHATever...on a happy note: there was a project due in networks tomorrow but it got postponed 'til tuesday...sweet...though i do have a.i. hw to do tonight...mayhaps i'll gets started on that soons...