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Keith did show up at work...and his car's back to working, so my options of him getting fired over it or whatever are gone...so a little while ago i called Camy's but the boss lady wasn't there...i guess i'll call back in a little while and leave a message if she's not there...ugh...but as you can imagine, work last night was pretty miserable...we pretty much just avoided each other only talking a few brief times involving work-related stuff...it rained pretty bad for a little while which i didn't want 'cuz i just wanted to do as little work as possible and be gone as soon as possible...but one good thing about a storm, while you're drivin' 'n' cryin' you can always blame it on the rain! but then from like 8 to 9 there were no delivery orders at all so 9-ish i was able to get ready to go...though waiting a damn half hour for the fucking manager to check me out...Adam had called and i went over to his apartment afterwards for some kicking of the it...we watched The Lost Boys which i hadn't seen since i was a wee lad...maybe i'll wait another decade+ before i watch it again...then we had a nice long talk...i'll stress long...it was pretty nice as it was the first time i'd gotten the chance to really talk talk w/ him...it was fun going on for hours and repeating myself ad infinitum...a little while later he popped in Monster Squad (a cinematic classic...) but we mostly kept talking through that too...though w/ pauses to catch the great lines such as "wolfman has nards!" and durring the course of the conversation i found out about yet another friend of mine fucking outright lying to me...this happened friday night...and as Adam's account (he was just talking about what he had been up to the other night, completely unaware of anything that was said to me about that night) clashed horribly w/ what said friend told me...i'll just leave that as a sentence fragment as i forget now how i was going to conclude that thought...but yea, that really fucking hurts me...aforementioned friend could at least have the spine and courtesy to fucking tell me the truth...i don't expect everyone to fucking be able to hang out w/ me at the drop of a hat, if there was something else they were going to they could just fucking TELL ME instead of going on like they're going to hang out w/ me then throwing out some BULLSHIT that's not even close to the truth at the last fucking minute...i didn't quite mean to harp on that so much but it really makes me mad...anyway, i finally got to meet Adam's roommate Jason when he came home around 5am-ish...he accompanied us to the mancake shop (i blurted that word out at one point but remembering he's actually gay i repeated myself saying pancake shop...he was too drunk to notice anyway and very well wouldn't care...but still...yea or something...) i think i may be officially getting down to that next belt loop (after teetering between it and the other for so long...) i may still not be QUITE there i dunno, but it does seem my diet of barely any food and barely any sleep seems to be working wonders! Adam told me today that Jason said i'm way cuter than Keith...sweet! maybe i should just take out all my aggression on Jason's o-ring...that would be totally boss...now i'm just sitting, watching my phone...waiting and hoping for a certain call..."le sigh"...