That Day

Did the ol' Superlo grocery run at night. Not a lot other than that. Sometimes before going to bed, I pick out the music I'll listen to the next morning and I attempted to do so last night. I was going for a similar but different Éliane Radigue cd than the one I'm currently listening to: Occam Delta XV. I go to look for it and just can't find it on the shelf! I'm guessing the most likely possibility is that I accidentally put it back in the wrong spot but when stuff's out of order it easily turns from perfect system to needle in a haystack. I'll need to look some more, but it did keep me up for a bit last night searching around and not finding it. Oh yeah, in the morning I think I fixed my phone! I took it apart and took out the screws and all looking for anything that might be wrong or loose. One cable did kinda just come right out when I was taking a part off. I'm thinking that maybe it got loose because when I put everything back together it started charging again. Sometimes maybe the connection is a little wonky, but it no longer just doesn't work. Hopefully that stays the case! And now today...today is the big day. For the past few weeks, especially the last half of October, I was getting a bit anxious. Still am a bit anxious. But for a while it was worse and I was having trouble focusing or really doing too much of anything extra. The week since Madison Square Garden has me feeling a little more confident again. I think I have solid reasons for being able to feel optimism about the outcome. But a quote I read from someone on Harris's campaign staff rang true, "nauseously optimistic". Anyway, those reasons have felt bolstered the last few days. We've all been burned before, but I guess it's time to see.