goddamnit...

was taking care of Mario while Dustin was out of town...walking...feeding...he got to shack up with me last night too...so that was happy...however, after talking at work i found out She does in fact have a boyfriend...so i'm pretty bummed out about that...i guess boyfriends can get dumped and stuff, but still...that's not really something to count on...and She'd be cool as a friend and all, but fuck...i ALREADY HAVE friends! i don't need any more...friends are lame...i go years without talking to any girls at all and then when i finally do shit like this happens...i know i've said i've given up in the past...i wish i could stick to that...i'm just a sucker...back to another plus: after work i met Jacques, Amber, Mary Beth, and Justin at this place around the corner from my work calle Burger Junction and it was awesome...i had pineapple and tons of other junk on my hamburger and it was beyond awesome! i need to pack...big rock-fest starting tomorrow! 3 shows 3 days 3 cities!!! Mogwai (Nashville), Whitehouse (Chicago), and Zombi (Memphis) ¡ay!