people that should be killed: Tim...Tim should be fucking killed...

i guess it started yesterday as i was leaving for work...things were looking awful suspicious around the apartment...like uh, my roommate (Tim) was moving out on me...there was talk of this other guy moving in temporarily (which i wasn't really for anyway)...he was asleep on a couch i was hoping well maybe things are just being moved around some for him to move in...but i knew it really fucking looked like someone was moving OUT...but i went to work as i had to do...did finish reading Nip the Buds, Shoot the Kids by Kensaburo Oe, but that's been relegated to a minor detail now...so i worked overtime and was there for a fucking long time and got home after midnight...of course, i come home to find Tim and that other twat in the process of getting out the last of Tim's shit...when asking him what was going on he even said "i can be the BIGGEST asshole sometimes"...i do admire his power with the understatement...where Keith's stabbing me in the back was more sneaky, Tim's was more sleazy...but i don't guess none of that's important, like comparing a turd against a dump...i've been screwed again, horrah...now i'm alone and desperate for a roommate...we'll see how this goes...i really really really don't want to have to find a new place...just when things were getting set up and perfect and all that shit, it fucking falls apart on me AGAIN...why does this always happen to me and my band? ALWAYS...well, i guess "why" is pretty insignificant at this point...just gotta keep moving, and hope i don't have to start all over again...oh yeah, and remember those dishes i was bitching about the other day? well, i guess that solves THAT problem...the dishes are getting done...i guess Tim no longer being on the "roster" makes it my "turn" now...hoorah, thanks a fucking lot, goodbye...