"it's all a load of bollocks and bollocks to it all"

i got up to go door hanging this morning and when i got there Camy told me it wasn't happening to so i drove back home and slept a littler longer...then i went to work, which was pretty goddamn sucky...well, it happened when i got a fucking flat tire...i changed it blah blah, finished the run...then i wasn't driving my car anymore...Cat (the manager) let me borrow her truck for like two runs...(i'll also mention now that it was really fucking busy...) but then she had called her insurance company and they said it wouldn't be covered w/ someone else driving so i didn't drive anymore...i close tomorrow so i have to see if i can actually fucking find someone to fix or sell me a new tire if it's unfixable on a sunday...stupid jesus...after work i went over to Jack and Becky's for the halloween bash...as i stated earlier, i was Lou Reed...it was pretty rockin'...Amber's boobs were all hanging out which was pretty cool...Jacques was King Diamond, which would have been the coolest costumer ever if it weren't for Paul's children...two of which dressed like Paul...that was the coolest thing ever...i guess that's it...

the usual stuff to ignore...

( ummm...quizzes... )

darch...

how would you commit suicide?
YOU WOULD HANG YOURSELF. you both crave and fear death. you're fairly certain that you wouldn't actually commit suicide, but you often fantasize about it because you can't think of any other way to escape living a life that you hate. you're wary about doing anything irreversible and you have a healthy awareness of the repercussions of your actions.