"at a point i will fail"

once again i didn't do anything last night...up all night doing nothing...just wasting time...couldn't even make myself go to sleep 'til insanely late...once again skipped my linear algebra class...i think by this point i'm FAR beyond the thought of passing in there...after class i went home and napped...was able to watch The Simpsons since i wasn't scheduled to work 'til 6...it was pretty dead tonight so i didn't work long...only took 4 orders...i hung out at Brad's afterwards and after that i went to the practice space...played on the drums a little while, i'm so fucking out of practice...i haven't lost my ability to play fast, it's just my endurance has gone to shit...i guess i'll go up there and rawk out more regularly...after playing w/ the Moogerfooger a while i thought i'd play my wonderful little Pearl synth...what's this? IT DOESN'T FUCKING WORK!? how fucking wonderful...you may remember a post of mine not too long ago in which i mention coming to the space and finding one of the corners of the side paneling broken off...well it turns out it WAS more than just cosmetic damage...i could fucking kill Chris...one thing i do know, he's paying to have it fixed, no matter how or where...bah...
p.s.
shit, i can't believe i forgot to mention the good news...to my surprise, i received a phone call from Keith of all ppl this evening...he says he's off tomorrow and wednesday and so we might actually be practicing!!! he also first mentioned giving me money for the practice space even though he hadn't been there himself in a while...i wasn't expecting that and had been asking eveyone for more money than usual to make up for him...that's cool...also, more of a pointless side note: last night i made Paul his requested tape...after a conversation at Neil's last week he asked me to tape him The Human League's first album (Reproduction), so i did...i also put Gang of Four's Entertainment! on it feeling he'll like that as well...

...doh!

i was awoken at 2:30 by a phone call from Jacques..."were you sleeping?" "yea" he said he'd call back later...then i looked at my clock to see how long i had before my alarm would go off...i couldn't quite remember when i set it for and what i had to do today...hrm...it's tuesday...then as i was going back to bed it hit me that, yes, i was supposed to be at class at 11:20am...i had completely slept through it...well fuck, didn't really want that to happen...so then realizing that, despite the fact that i was feeling über-groggy, i had slept for like 9 or 10 hrs i got back up and called Jacques back...went to my evening class...after that i swung by Keith's to pick up the money for practice space rent...i hung out there a little while...Alex fell asleep leaning on my arm and at one point Landon was attacking my leg 'cuz he wanted god to get out of there...the kids are rockers...(this isn't even considering the fact that Landon kind've looks like Thurston Moore...when he was much younger, of course...not that i know what he looked like when he was younger, i just mean the way he looks now youngerified...) oh, another little story...i was getting the milk for some cereal before class and as i was grabbing the unopened gallon out of the fridge it slipped out from my hand and fell to the floor and busted open and milk went everywhere...it wasn't a WHOLE lot, but when volume gets spread across area it seems like much more...that's all...i guess now i have nothing else to say...