slowfire

my big event as late is that i figured out how to play "Starfire" by Low on the guitar last night...it's extremely simple...i kept playing it for like two hours or something obscene like that...it's such a good song, and playing good songs is fun...when i finally was able to make myself do my spanish homework, i couldn't find my fucking notebook which had my assignment and the story we were supposed to read in it...(it had been left at The Apartment...doh...) so i just went to sleep...woke up, went to class, managed to make it through w/out having read the story...after that i swung by Wolf Camera and dropped off that roll of film then stopped by The Apartment and picked up my spanish notebook...i sat around for an hour and went back to Wolf...their machine wasn't able to take my film...now i have to find a way to get it developed (that is if it can even be developed at all...) back home...watched The Simpsons...took a 2 hr nap (the power went out, i had set my alarm for 1 hr...oh well...more sleep was nice...) now this...blah...

just some stupid crap...

blah...i don't know why i'm posting, i guess 'cuz it's another means to fulfill my unavoidable procrastination...i don't have any *homework* i should be doing right now, but i should be getting started on my big presentation for my algorithms class...i'm not even sure which direction i wanna take it yet...i'm still not too familiar w/ the matrix multiplication algorithms i'll be discussing...blah...i'm feeling really pathetic like i should be going out tonight, even though i shouldn't...i hate these cyclical waves of loneliness...i dunno...i guess emotions being so trigonometric is better than them being exponential or something...but of course that wouldn't make too much sense anyways...well, i'll cease this lame attempt at describing my emotions in terms of mathematics and attempt to figure out what i'm going to talk about for my presentation...focus on equations that are possible to comprehend, instead of the shit that's going on in this very space that i'm occupying on levels that i can't even be transferred w/ any sort of physical stimulus in the slightest...even if it were possible i doubt the likeliness that i'd be able to comprehend any of it in the slightest...bah...i'll shut up about this crap now...

Current Music: Astro Sounds from the Year 2000 "A Disappointing Love Affair with a Desensitized Robot"