re-routing

[ateolf]

here's a comment i made in someone else's journal...but i thought i'd link it from mine since it was entirely over-confessional...and would do better as a 'journal' entry type thingie than most of the crap i post here...

i wonder if it's a bad thing that i relate so well w/ this ep...nah...(anything that can make Joy Division seem non-depressing HAS to be great...) if i ever met Lou Barlow i'd haveta give him a big ol' smoocher...

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logic of loneliness

[ateolf.livejournal.com]

that's not what i was saying...i said it'd be nice to be in a relationship...if such a thing ever happened in my life, it would be a-okay...but it's not...and i've learned to be comfortable w/ that fact...i'm not avoiding the prospect...but i'm not driving myself insane over its absence either...being obsessed w/ the idea and having it cause me so much distress would be pretty pointless since it won't help anything...i'll just not dwell on any absence i can't do anything about...directly...just leave the worrying for when something actually happens...

and while i don't hate him or anything...i'm not a huge E. E. Cummings fan either...:) (capitalization on purpose...my 'fuck you' to his arbitrary crap...oi...heh...)

Re: logic of loneliness

[velouria33.livejournal.com]

I totally misinterpreted then, sorry. I just know so many people who get impatient and totally block themselves off from the opposite sex... and it just doesn't help, you know?

and you're right about e.e. cummings, he is overly dependent on whim.. chance.. whatever. But I love his works and it's helped me to adopt bits and pieces of his capriciousness, but not all of it, hell no.