bah...there is no "her"...i'll just get older and return to the desperate self i once was and abandon the majority of my "standards" and end up settling for the first tolerable woman i can get a hold of...then, instead of lying to her, i'll just lie to myself and spend the rest of my life in placid stagnancy, forgetting most of who i am and most of what *i* actually enjoy...(again) thus crushing my entire potential for future accomplishments...as if i don't do a good enough job of that w/out forgetting myself...
(sorry for the teen angst...i'm just ummm...teen angsty right now...smells like rock or something...)
delicious
Date: 2000-11-05 07:26 pm (UTC)you'll find her. don't worry. so easy to say. sigh
Re: delicious
Date: 2000-11-05 07:47 pm (UTC)(sorry for the teen angst...i'm just ummm...teen angsty right now...smells like rock or something...)
Re: delicious
Date: 2000-11-05 08:06 pm (UTC)Re: delicious
Date: 2008-11-05 01:12 am (UTC)Re: delicious
Date: 2008-11-05 03:52 am (UTC)