m and justin w....I'M dating justin h. he just waltzed up and got my number. then he bought me a drink. it was all cloudy, but i drank it anyway. i woke up in his apartment, and we've been going steady ever since.
ah...the comment about "you're dating justin" was replied to my comment, thus gettin' me confused...but for a minute there i thought i wasn't lonely no more and just didn't know 'bout it...how i long for a justin...any justin'll do...
actually, truth be told, i had to steal justin from robert...it took a lot of wooing. especially since robert is so Not An Asshole...it was very difficult to pry justin from robert's arms. but i did it. (glee)
yes, i am in part an asshole, but there's also another big part coexisting in me that is very much not an asshole...each being reserved for the appropriate situation...for instance, in this artifical reality that we like to call the internet, i'm an asshole far more often because it doesn't matter because it's all fake anyways...but that aside, my point was that i'm not an asshole-who's-full-of-shit...main emphasis being on the "full of shit" part...which is one thing i'm not...actually, one of my major flaws (among many many others) is that i'm too honest...it's too much of an effort for me to lie...and when i try it's obvious and horribly executed...i'm also incapable of talking to random ppl about pointless crap that i don't care about and pretend like i do, which just happens to be the #1 preferred way (for both sexes) of procuring a date...as well as maintaining any relationship/marriage that might develop along the way...
bah...there is no "her"...i'll just get older and return to the desperate self i once was and abandon the majority of my "standards" and end up settling for the first tolerable woman i can get a hold of...then, instead of lying to her, i'll just lie to myself and spend the rest of my life in placid stagnancy, forgetting most of who i am and most of what *i* actually enjoy...(again) thus crushing my entire potential for future accomplishments...as if i don't do a good enough job of that w/out forgetting myself...
(sorry for the teen angst...i'm just ummm...teen angsty right now...smells like rock or something...)
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both of you are too shy around each other. justin thought you didn't like him because he's not on your friends list.
hee.
a justin dating party. come one come all.
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justin should be surprised to hear that.
i going to date the world, and none of your old ball and chain tactics will stop me.
well. maybe if you asked. nicely.
hey angel, i'm sorry
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actually, truth be told, i had to steal justin from robert...it took a lot of wooing. especially since robert is so Not An Asshole...it was very difficult to pry justin from robert's arms. but i did it. (glee)
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you'll find her. don't worry. so easy to say. sigh
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(sorry for the teen angst...i'm just ummm...teen angsty right now...smells like rock or something...)
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